IDP MEDICAL UPDATE DAY 2445: Awaken By Bugs Crawling On My Face Post HUD Housing Inspection

IDP MEDICAL UPDATE DAY 2445: Awaken By Bugs Crawling On My Face Post HUD Housing Inspection 

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I've Been having unconscious spells like crazy that have been slowly my reports and this reporting is literally making me sick again it just warps your body to focus on and continually explain abuse as your seeking every legal option to simply leave the abuse and because the abuse is made possible by legal abuse in the first place you're just met with more legal abuse holding you in the abusive living conditions. 

Honestly, the fact that I haven't harmed anyone else or myself is nothing short of remarkable. This is torture by people who mistakenly think that they're tough or that I or anyone else aren't capable of inflicting equal pain and destruction on them. I am being abused and tortured physically, sexually, financially, socially, emotionally and psychologically at systematic level, by multiple government agencies committing fraud and by a documented dangerous slumlord **REPORTED** and the state is making me stay in it while the fraud persists. 

I have every justification to become one of the lunatics that collects bodies at all the locations that attacked their bodies and I like any other human being am capable of that. 

These people who are collecting checks to protect Minnesotans who are systematically torturing them and destroying their lives are putting all Minnesotans at risk. 

I can't say the assasinated democrats didn't deserve that because I don't deserve twenty two years of ongoing torture but they're not only allowing it to happen to me; they're most often the facilitators and perpetrators of it. They say every day that I deserve inescapable violence when they don't intervene with proper regulation enforcement when I'm reporting I'm being negatively impacted by criminal attacks that threaten my life HELLO? cancer! WTF? 

Daily Sexual Violence in my apartment and the attacker has destroyed all my property and retaliates with legal attacks when I try to protect my health, body, and property this is going on nearly two years now! WTF?

The fire cheif and city clerk exposed me to fire that could have killed me protecting a sexual predator and registered slum! Hello? WTF

The county's Public Housing Authority that is federally contracted to eliminate slums is hiding that a slum exists therefore locking me in it! WTF 

I'm an internally displaced person in the state because I fled sexual traffickers which I was exposed to because the federally contracted Public Housing Authority committed undeniable fraud to steal my housing choice voucher so that I could not leave and report that DHS has been money laundering with my health care and permanently crippling my body since 2003! It's been reported with documentation and there's no legal protection intervening on my behalf! WTF?

I'm a vulnerable adult with a disability your own governors proclaim is serious every September that I have been fighting to access medical treatment, I've only had medical treatment in Minnesota one time back in 2015 for a progressive disability I've had since 2003, despite me having insurance and seeking medical treatment daily because FRAUD is so rampant in your government departments and institutions such as healthcare, housing, education, banking, and employment. Hello WTF?

You already have the regulations and the reports but you're unresponsive. Yes these people are extremely violent, destructive, inhumane, deadly and unapologetic. They deserve what happened to them much more than I do I harmed no one all they do is harm. Good that happened to them maybe if it happened more they'd stop their cruelty. 

How dare they meet on gun control but not on ending government fraud and destruction of Minnesota's most vulnerable citizens. 

My children's lives were taken and my grandchildren BY THEM, THEIR government crimes and no one allows us to protect ourselves. Great, their children's lives were taken. 

They're unrepentant, the message told to the media is do not acknowledge this human being who suffered from mental illness from being unseen… it's just like they don't care about the harmful impact of their behavior or the dangers it puts other people in and they still are not getting that so many people that historically vote for these people claiming they're the "good guys" voted for the current administration to teach them a lesson in negatively impactful behavior and yet they've not checked their reflection once. 

Just… the most awful people on the planet. I cannot ever pretend that's not the case anymore when I have literally nothing but evidence of it for 44 years of my own experience and of course the truths left by the ancestors who went through it before me.

Not one of them acknowledges the blessing they have that all those they harm have not on this very day "returned to sender"

So I was awakened probably an hour ago by an Asian lady beetle walking across my face but I pushed myself to let my body have some more rest because I've been having extreme spinal pain and trouble walking from the weight gain. 

I'm having trouble getting out of the house again and this is without snow that can reach as high as my hips - obviously I will not be able to leave my home during those periods and I'm just weeks away from them beginning again. 

I'm having trouble standing long enough to wash dishes or cook a meal, even with the breaks that I take between each category of items, and washing and drying. I'll wash plates then sit, rinse plates then sit etc. 

And even as I write this I'm trying hard to stay away from the memories and messages pounding in my head that I'm not supposed to medically do this in the first place. 

I was on a Home Based Community Based Waiver which hired (was supposed to) hire a home health aide to perform the housing upkeep as a medical service due to my range of motion limitations, mobility and gait disabilities and weight restrictions - had to "flee" the state because none of the medical services needed and billed for were being delivered and they knew it

just as everyone knows I'm being sexually harassed and tortured by the apartment manager for the state's likely most notorious and dangerous slumlord including refusal to make repairs to the unit because I won't have sex with him and both the city and the federal housing authority have not only obstructed my escape from these conditions they've illegally concealed evidence of what's happening to me and committed housing fraud and HUD Fraud continually (even on camera) to intentionally subject me to the psychological distress of vicious sexual harassment, 

The chronic medical 

loss of sleep, 

loss of mobility, 

declining gate, 

constant biting, bruising and itching, constant infestations of fleas and roaches crawling on me, destroying property, making parts of the unit unusable and making everything more difficult to do and exspensive because it must be done in light of infestation,

constant control of my diet between infestations, broken fridge and freezer, and the theft of my grill by the property manager 

constant exposure to harsh chemicals daily by both exterminators and over the counter raid since that is of course coming out of my pocket February 2024 

Constant aggravation of the lung infection that they forced into me through EAP fraud back in 2023 which appears to be cancer 

Constant blockade to medical treatment because of the racism in the city which I need to move from in order to medical treatment and cannot because of the constant fraud obstructing documentation for me to move because of my property being damaged when this man wouldn't make repairs because I refused to sleep with him, the local hospital unsafe discharged me unable to walk planning for police to carrying back in my home to rot and violated my HIPPA rights, the clinic false billed medical assistance (Obama Care) and refused quit smoking medication as they tried to begin the Alina fraud I escaped (and connected to healthcare that got me healthy enough to work for the first time in less than a year out of state) which was the other part of the medical abuse I fled half fraud at the county level and half fraud in Minnesota's clinics and hospitals, they/she "Amanda G" stopped me from getting quit smoking medication which I had the insurance to cover (and have gotten several times dating back to 2003) because she attempted to horde no related medical data (to use to make me sicker) and commit fraud running up Obama care bills on testing I don't need because they all know that no one is watching DHS Medicaid, Medicare, Medical Assistance system thereby setting the condition where black and poor bodies are used like currency purposely made and kept ill as long as possible to increase billing and because the participants are racist AF and want you to die period, when I called her bluff she panicked, made a false record and also violated my HIPPA rights. 

May as well add to that, there is no therapist to talk to because they are all playing the eugenics game as well even the ones who are of color. They first of do not want to hear of maltreatment abuse of vulnerable (black) adults because they are mandated reporters and my experience has been that knowing it's happening and pretending it's not is preferable to them making that mandated report but I've seen them contrary submit mandated reports of a abuse for children and elderly even when no abuse has occurred there's something about a black female that registers as I don't have to report this one. 

Furthermore, there is no point in speaking plainly about what is happening to you because the industry doesn't acknowledge systematic racism exists in real time thus it can have no current real time effect. It's this very strange thing in which after an event has occurred so the legal timeline to respond to stop it passes it becomes eligible for discussion and then the industry would frame ongoing injuries from that legally abusive systematic racism as a mental problem in which the client needs cognitive or dialectical behavioral skills to feel differently about both the past tense and ongoing negative impact of the racially motivated, legally abusive, systematic attack. 

Feeling different because the negative impact has ended is never an option for black ppl as a rule because that would require accountability being ordered on white criminals and abusers. 

Even though legal abuse of black ppl has brung the western world to war several times over there is still no category for systematic racism but there's a category for domestic violence when systematic abuse is far more deadly:

And so, it was seventeen years of constant maltreatment to the point my life was in jeproday and no health care was accessible… having to flee to save my body… them taking everything and attacking me legally for surviving… having to endure beatings, robberies, sexual assaults, days and nights homelessness… a forced criminal record… loss of my family member… witnessing multiple deaths up close… getting surgery and surgical procedures while homeless on the streets during a pandemic in a foreign state just to regain the health to walk, to stand, to lift… and I'm trapped in the abuse I escaped once again body deteriorated to the debilitated condition I was in before escape and I'm recording it in real time and still you see there is no intervention.

By the time I escaped Minnesota in 2020 puddles of cerebral spinal fluids had created cyst of fluids from the pressure of weight on my spine all while Minnesota was doing the type of fraud it's doing now that worsens my condition and makes it impossible to do anything about. They hadn't even begun to start repairing my injuries. It was so bad that after spinal surgery and several additional weeks of surgical ablations they decided the best course was to start with a 10 year spinal implant to control pain and then start addressing injuries and that implant was stopped by the attempted sex trafficking made possible by Dakota Clinty community development agency when it stole my voucher February 28, 2019. A crime it's paid no consequence for and because of that multiple housing authorities have followed suit. 

My body hurt so bad. In fact I've only been awake now about an hour and fifteen minutes, still sitting in the bed and words cannot express the pain radiating from my tailbone to the top of my head grabbing my throat, jaw, ears (my earlobes are hot because of the pain pulsing up my spine) my head is already tingling which is a sign of serious nerve damage which I'm familiar with because I've been forced into repeated episodes of systemic abuse to the point my nerves endings began getting burned away in 2015 with the last treatment of ablation being in 2021 only because I was cut off from medical care by sex traffickers not completely unlike I'm being cut off from medical treatment and isolated by sexual violence right now in the form of abuse, sabotage, destruction and theft of everything for not sleeping with the sexual predator in my building serving as proxy landlord to an absentee slumlord funneling money into offshore accounts from illegal property in Minnesota and every level of government making it possible. 

I'm trying so hard to stay away from the emotions attached to the reality that I have been actively trying to escape this abuse through relocation for just under ten years, a super normal thing - moving, and all this is being done to me and has been done to me and a decade of my life has been taken habitually systematically frozen in this state of constant violent and strategic systemic abuse aimed at keeping me in the current status I wake up in today. 

There's nothing I've done to cause it so there is nothing I can do to stop it - there's only law that can end the violence destruction and stagnation and the continual refusal to enforce those laws is why I continue to acquire injury today sitting like a hostage - a prisoner of war. 

You don't understand the psychological pain of anyone or any circumstance being so abusive and restrictive holding you in seclusion to the degree it causes weight changes wether weight gain or weight loss how can a society pretend it's not vile and monstrous when there are government agencies knowingly causing torture to persist so long via fraud that the victims weight is controlled by the criminal attacks they're enduring and still law won't intercede by the books. 

This is the state of Minnesota honestly it should just be removed from the map there's nothing but wickedness happening in it's government.